I never thought i would start it all over again. I never thought i would find someone new in my life. I have learnt a lot in the past. I stand up again with my own two feet without no one's helping. I hope i wont do the same shit again in future. I know this is hard for me because i am still paranoid about what is happening back then. I was so angry to myself sebab bodoh pergi tegak kayu layan mamat entah pape macam bangang then still nak percayakan dia lagi. I dont know what to do masa dia dah start kacau my personal life. I freaked out and i cried a lot but nobody knows that i'm crying on that night. I try to not cerita pasal dia to anyone except orang yang rapat dengan myself. I dont how to clear things out yang I memang taknak ada any relation with him. I'm done and i'm tired on what he did to me. I hope so much that he will definitely be happy for what he will fuckin do in his life. Okay done!

I thought degree will be so much easier since I target yang I taknak amik short sem. Mampus ah lambat habis pun lambat yang penting i enjoy. BUT IT ISNT BITCH. TAK SENANG MACAM YANG AKU FIKIR. Bapak pressure teruk aku rasa aku ada minor depression doh hahahahaha bangang betul! I enjoy my degree life seriously but you know assignments bertimbun macam haprak lepastu dengan aku yang pemalas ni nak suruh buat kerja memang mashaallah menguji mental dan physical okay manusia sejagat sekalian? Kalau kau rasa kau nak jadi bongok macam mazurain silakan!!! Hahahaha end up I do nothing instead of siapkan assignment siap update blog lagi kan? Dah la kalau tak dapat 3 pointer ni mahu kena senduk dengan mak! Hahaha sumpah la i tak boleh imagine upcoming semester apa pula cerita!


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Mazurain Mohd Fadzlilah

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